"Pau" with Boobys!

Hey !                                                                                                                                      June, 15.2015

So my weeks been kind of stressful, the kids seem to act very crazy (Maybe the Moon) .

I been trying to get my last child *Anu* of my Breasts just because I feel like it is Too much, it does not look cute anymore. 

I don’t like the feeling.it is very annoying.

So I put a band aid on my boobs and I would tell him I have a *Aui* he believed .

but I felt like he couldn’t handle that version so good, he seemed sad, he would just sit and stare he seemed depressed!.

So I gave it back to him now,and i thought i will just tell him straight : "you Sucked Them OUT! They are Dry ,Nada ,No Moa!".

I tell him my boobs are empty! And if I decide that he can have some booby its only for a minute or two.( Sounds so mean! I know but I am just over it!).

I also tell him that Mommy does not like the feeling and that he is just to big! He does not even fit on to my lap anymore!

Anu is 2 ½ and I think that is a good age to just stop!..

It’s more and more nights now were Anu goes to bed without booby’s so I hope in a week hell be completely off!..

So i can have a little bit of myself back! i never really stopped breastfeeding since my daughter was born witch been 6 years.

F*$@# yea i am over it!

 #Kisses Lisa